Well... Well... Well... Sorry guys. I know I've been missing in action, but can you blame me? This living on your own thing is exciting, but also time and wallet consuming. All I've been doing is work, go home, clean, laundry, decorate, cook and then the day is over. I bought a shelf where I originally was going to store wine, but I will also be storing other alcohols in it too. I'd been decorating the entry way with an alcohol shelf and turning it into a whole display.


I found out what my new schedule is. At first my reaction is that it sucks, however, on the bright side is I get off earlier than I do now. My shift starting May 1st is 10AM - 7PM with Wednesdays/Saturdays off. But house warming party is scheduled for Sunday May 2nd. That would mean that I'm either going to have to schedule vacation and pray that it'll be approved or just call out that day. I'm not moving my party for shit. For the party I'll be BBQing. I'm going to make it simple and BBQ just burgers and hot dogs. I will also have lots of booz! I'll also be making jello shots! Woot!


Chris and I are still dating. Yes, he have broken the last record. I like him. I really do. I'd been thinking more and more about it. I'd been looking back on the reasons why I haven't been in a relationship since you know who. It's scary. It also sucks that I gotta face the truth and admit to myself that I'm probably not ready for a relationship right now. What does that mean for Chris and me? I don't know. I really like him. He treats me better than good. He's sweet and handsome. If it was any other point in our lives, sure, I think we could be boyfriends by now. However, it's evident that we both have scars. I think I'm going to try to not think about it so much and just enjoy our time together like we have been. Whatever happens, happen.


This is just a short blog to let yall know that I'm alive. I will continue to keep yall posted.