I don't know what has changed between us, but it has whatever it is. A couple weeks ago "That's why he's my best friend in the world. THE best friend. I don't know what I would do without him" came out of your mouth before you gave me a kiss on my forehead. So convincing. What happened to that?


I'm tired of missing you if you don't miss me back. I'm tired of begging for you to spend time with me. I don't know what else to say to you. I don't know what else to do with you. If you rather spend your fuckin' time with someone else then go for it. If you want to sit in your fuckin' office trying to make up things to do then be my guest. Firgure out what ever the fuck it is that you need to figure then fuckin' call me. Have all the fuckin' time and space you fuckin' need.


We're surviving on thin lines and I really don't know how we're going to make it this time.