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"October 9th" 10/05/2009
Music: No Parade - Jordan Sparks
Mood: Chill
Today was a stressful day. I was setting up disconnects all day long. My job is to retain, not disconnect. Majority of those disconnects were out of my control. I guess I need to start taking the same advice I give my team. Do what's right and it will show in your numbers and performance. Speaking of work, our team graduates this Friday, October 9th. I'm excited to get dressed up for this event.
When I take a step forward, I always turn to look back over my shoulder. October 9th is also Marshall's anniversary. It's hard enough to carry this weight on my shoulders, but working with his brother-in-law definitely adds some joyous weight. I find myself thinking more and more of Marshall as the years passes by. I think it's getting easier and easier as time goes by. Although, I haven't had my chance to mourn Marshall with the 7 deaths, 7 lost loved ones, 7 sore wounds that have yet to heal.
So I will celebrate my graduation during the day. Then, hopefully, I will spend quality time with Marshall's mom and his brother-in-law that evening. I think getting trashed that Friday night and going to work next Saturday morning would be appropriate.
I think I might have a hard time sleeping tonight...
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