Sorry for not writing for the last couple days. I haven't really been home. I'm actually not at home now. I logged onto gay.com a couple days ago and I wasn't really talking to anybody. Some random cute guy messaged me and said hi. We talked for a little while and he told me he was drinking beer and relaxing by himself. I told him he shouldn't drink alone. Even though it'd been a long day, I knew I wasn't going to bed anytime soon. I told him I'll come over to have a beer with him if he was interested in a new friend. I did also tell him that I'm just looking for a friend; not sex, not a hook-up, not a one night stand. I came over and he offered me a beer. Gil is his name, sometimes he spells his name with two "L"s.


Gil asked if I wanted to watch a movie. After going through his movie collection, I found an amateur DVD cover artwork. I asked him what that was. He told me it was a home movie. I immediately wanted to watch it. At first I thought it was some Christina Aguilera skankaroma home made porn movie. It was actually great! It was a home made movie of a road trip with his best friend and fostered son. They went to many places in Arizona, Utah, Colorado and New Mexico. Seeing how Gil interacted with his fostered son sparked an interest within me. He was so wonderful with the kid. What an amazing father just by watching from an outsider's perspective. In the middle of the movie, without warning, Gil grinned and pecked my lips. It was a little unexpected, but I would be lying if I said I didn't like it. Gil and I ended up passionately making out after we popped in a another movie, The Others. I know, hardly a romantic movie to be making out to.


"Do you want to spend the night?" Gil asked. I had that apprehensive look in my eyes and he said "I know you're not just about the sex. It's not about that. It's just late and I was wondering if you wanted to spend the night." I gave it a quick thought and said "Yeah... I'll spend the night". I hardly slept that night, November 24th. We laid in bed, cuddled and talked until 5:30AM. The clock showed 6AM, but he has it set half an hour late.


I woke up the next day, November 25th to his smiling face. It was a wonderful feeling. I planned to run errands by myself that day, but I thought it'd be better to run errands with someone else. He took me to Chick-fill-A since I have never been there before. It was great! He held my hand in the car and out of the car all day. We then went to get my car registered. It was nice to not do things alone for a change. We then went back to his place, cuddled and talked for hours until it was time for me to go to dinner with Lee.


I went to dinner with Lee. He got home pretty late so we ended up going to Chilie's instead. I swear, every conversation with him starts with "Have I told you about this boy?..." I also told Lee about the boy that I'm seeing myself. I was talking about what a gentleman he is. I was bragging about the fact that he plays the guitar and he's rock star. I realized Gil left his phone in my car so I went back to his place early so we could go to see Batman Forever at the dollar theatre together. I'm glad he liked the movie. I ended up spending the night again.


I awoke to his beautiful face again this morning, November 26th. The sun was out unlike yesterday. The way that the sun lights on his face and his eyes, completely took my breath away. I could have laid there looking at him all day. Nicoleta canceled lunch so Gil and I ended up going to an Italian sandwich place. It was so good.


After lunch we came back to his place. We hung out. I planned on leaving hours ago to get a shirt for the dinner party tonight at Bo's and Marcus'. Gil will be my date. Yes, I know! I know! I usually don't bring boys home this early, but Gil definitely is an exception. Anyways, I should have left hours ago, but he have been interrupting my blog time with lots of kisses, hugs and cuddles. I now am blogging while he's sitting to the right of me, playing his guitar and singing to me. I never had anybody sing to me before. I now will be heading to Burlington to get a shirt, come back, I'm sure we'll be making out until dinner... Just like how he's trying to steal my attention by kissing my neck now.