Yesterday was a bittersweet day I must say. I woke up and had the urge to have McDonalds breakfast, but I wanted to have it with Josh. So I asked Josh to come over. I left the house at 10:50AM thinking that I could make it in time to get breakfast at the McDonalds down the street. By the time I walked downstairs, it was 10:55AM. I was very wrong! I called my baby up and asked what he wanted from the lunch menu. I nearly busted up laughing from his response. "I want a two double cheese burger meal without the cheese and ice tea to drink." The guy who took my order was looking at me like I was insane. I of course, always have the #1 Big Mac. So Josh came over to have lunch with me. We then hung out at the apartment and I showed him a bunch of my photos and videos. We ended up passionately making out. He's such a great and passionate kisser. He ignored nearly 25 of his mom's calls, asking him to take the car back. I then told him not to be a bad boy and go home. He asked if I wanted to go meet his friends later that night because it was one of his friends birthday at Jinja restaurant. Due to moving the rest of my things out from Christopher and having a talk with Jeremy later in the evening, I did not commit to it, but said I would let him know. I walked my honey out to his car and couldn't stop kissing him. He was on his marry way home and I went back inside to continue redesigning my website.


Jeremy came home around 6PM, but I had to save our conversation 'till I get back from moving the rest of my things out from Christopher's house. I must say it was strange to separate my things from his after living together for so long. You don't ever really think about what's mine and what's his until this pivotal moment. It's for the better. Despite our huffing and puffing during the day, no words were exchanged when I was at the house. I expected for him to talk, I would have listened. But I guess at this point, what else is there to say? He gave me a big hug on my way out and I didn't look back. No more fighting. No more wondering why. No more: "what could have been?" It's time to break the habit. It's time to let go and move on to our own destinations.


I came home and cuddled with Jeremy. We talked for a very long while. We did some major catching up since we've both been dealing with our own demons. I finally told him about Josh and Jeremy was impressed about what I said about Josh so far. Although, Jeremy did warn that he must pass the test. Jeremy said the interrogation will start with "What are your intentions?" LOL I'm so lucky to have such love and support throughout these hard times.


I then was able to make it out to Jinja to meet his friends after all. I had such a wonderful time getting to know all of them. They all got to know my dry British humor very quickly. Everybody at the table was absolutely model gorgeous. They clearly have aged so very well or have found the fountain of youth because they look years younger than their age. I felt like I was at a table full of America's Next Top Model winners. But the best part of the night was spending time and seeing my gorgeous Josh. He just had a hair cut. His stylist gave him a hot sexy faux hawk. He totally took my breath away.


After Jinja I went home to rest. Josh and his friends invited me out to the bar, but I was tired from the moving and I needed to work the next day so I took a rain check. I did however, told Josh to take the camera and take a bunch of photos of what I missed out on. I woke up in the middle of the night around 3AM and two seconds after I opened my eyes, there was an incoming text from my baby telling me that he got home safe. Strange isn't it? We exchanged a few text messages. He always says such sweet things to me and always is concerned about me. I then went back to bed and told him to also go to bed. I can't wait to see him again.